Romans 12:9-13 says:
"Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love; give preference to one another in honor; not lagging behind in diligence, fervent in spirit, serving the Lord; rejoicing in hope, persevering in tribulation, devoted to prayer, contributing to the needs of the saints, practicing hospitality." (NASV)
This scripture has been in my heart these past week. Specifically verse 9, "
let love be without hypocrisy".
I've mostly been reflecting on what hypocritical love looks like. I have especially been relating it to my role as a mother.
It's amazing the amount of love that I feel for my Annabelle. The
feeling of love is so great sometimes I can be moved to tears because of how much I
love her.
This scripture, along with others throughout the Bible, specifies what love
looks like rather than what it
feels like. I think that might because feeling love comes a lot more easily to us than acting in a loving way.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 tells us that love:
Is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Honestly and regretfully,at times my love has been hypocritical. I am not always patient, I am often easily angered, I don't always have the energy to persevere, I often long to put myself first.
I have the privilege to raise two children and give them the best beginning of their life as I can. I have the responsibility of the first part of their life story. As a parent, to love my children with my whole heart isn't enough. I need to, and want to, love them with my actions. I want my love to leave a sweet taste in their mouth, to be a warmth in their memories.
No matter how tired my flesh is, no matter how hungry my tummy is, no matter how dirty my clothes are, no matter how much I want time to myself I want to act out the love that I feel for my children just as Christ has done for me.